Now what?? He knows. Shit. I never thought he would fancy typing his name in google then finding out my buried secret.
Tsoknat’s a clandestine. Here and there – my thoughts, my weaknesses, my strengths, my sadness, my excitements, the unseen part of me… the concealed Mimi.
I kept this damn blog away from him:
- For he would not recognize how much I value him and be contented on what I can offer (which is friendship)
- For he would not take me for granted
- For I would not feel that I am too much of a foolish person
- For I would be happy by just looking at him from far
- For he would not think that I am so much in love with him (which is not..really)
Maybe, August 24’s the right time for him. That was the night I found Stephen King’s Dark Tower Book 3 and the night I attended mass and the night he texted me to submit our been-there-bean story in a competition. Possibly, 2008’s 34th Sunday is a gift from our dear God…right time to decide, right time to weigh what matters most.
Honey, how do you feel? Should I stop? Or be dim-witted, perhaps?
In the beginning, there was the end.
I am doomed.
wow…. Finally… ehehe
Posted by rolf at December 1, 2008, 6:09 pmnice maganda at interesting ‘to