I hate me more than I hate him.

August 29, 2008

Now what?? He knows. Shit. I never thought he would fancy typing his name in google then finding out my buried secret.

Tsoknat’s a clandestine.  Here and there – my thoughts, my weaknesses, my strengths, my sadness, my excitements, the unseen part of me… the concealed Mimi.

 I kept this damn blog away from him:

-          For he would not recognize how much I value him and be contented on what I can offer (which is friendship)

-          For he would not take me for granted

-          For I would not feel that I am too much of a foolish person

-          For I would be happy by just looking at him from far

-          For he would not think that I am so much in love with him (which is not..really)

Maybe, August 24’s the right time for him. That was the night I found Stephen King’s Dark Tower Book 3 and the night I attended mass and the night he texted me to submit our been-there-bean story in a competition.  Possibly, 2008’s 34th Sunday is a gift from our dear God…right time to decide, right time to weigh what matters most.

Honey, how do you feel? Should I stop? Or be dim-witted, perhaps?

In the beginning, there was the end.

I am doomed.

 

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wow…. Finally… ehehe
nice maganda at interesting ‘to :)

Posted by rolf at December 1, 2008, 6:09 pm

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hi! which story?

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haisss ang cute mern ng story na toh astig aah

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